so either i need to do less shit and sleep more -OR- take something that will make me capable of dealing with life

i am unwilling and/or unable to do the former

but probably taking a bunch of drugs, legal or otherwise, is probably not the best solution

how does one do this?! how do you balance all this crap? i feel like my options are Feel Bad All The Time or Be Super Bored But At Least I’m Well Rested

NO

I REJECT THIS REALITY